Donnerstag, 21. Juni 2012

An Overview of my trip to Kenya

Hey guys! So we have this yearbook that we're working on for our program and they asked me to write an article about my time in Kenya. This is what I wrote and wanted to share it with all of you as well. I hope you enjoy!




"It is difficult to describe my journey to Kenya in one word, or even in one sentence. However, if I were to attempt to summarize my experience in one word, it would be “extreme”. If I were to summarize it with a sentence using a quote from the famous Nelson Mandela, it would be: "We must use time wisely and forever realize that the time is always ripe to do right."

After having already lived in Munich for almost six months, traveling to Nairobi, Kenya for five weeks was one of the most incredibly challenging adjustments I have ever made. I left a world of pristine and immaculate “Ordnung” and entered a country of disorder, chaos, and more dialects than there are words in the English language. I went from being the awkward American meshing with German culture to the “mzungu” (or white person in Swahili) that was constantly gawked at. I stuck out more than I ever have. I understood not one world of the language. I left a country with snow still on the ground, and entered one in which most people have never even seen snow.

For five weeks I worked with a faith-baised organization called HOPE Worldwide Kenya, in Nairobi, which serves to better the community in as many ways as funding allows. The three programs I worked with while I was there were Orphans and Vulnerable Children, Shujaa, and Blood Safety. The OVC Program works with the Nairobian kids living in the Mukuru Slums, a city just outside of Nairobi. I was able to spend the week getting to know the kids, doing home visits, taking pictures, and seeing firsthand how they live and survive day-to-day. I learned that these kids hardly ever have enough to eat. Some of them are orphans. More than half are infected with HIV or AIDS. Most die before they become adults from disease, sickness, or hunger. Only a few are able to move on to high school because they cannot afford any higher education. But I also saw that outside of the slums was a completely normal lifestyle, with malls, a city skyline, grocery stores, etc. Nairobi was actually a lot more developed than I had previously thought.

In the second week I worked with Shujaa, which is Swahili for “Hero”, and aims to help decrease the number of sex workers and truckers infected with HIV and have a greater awareness of the repercussions, side-affects, and dangers of infectious diseases. We travelled to the northern parts of Kenya to check on different counseling centers, namely Eldoret, where many of the Olympic track champions are from.

Blood Safety, with whom I worked in the third week, is a program that serves to help raise awareness of safe and responsible blood donations throughout Kenya. Here we worked with teens and college students in teaching them how to effectively communicate safe blood donations with various tribes throughout Kenya. I learned that there are very religious tribes throughout Africa whose religion does not believe in donating blood because it is holy, and should be left in the body.
                       
If I were to paint a picture of what I personally experienced after living in Nairobi Kenya for five weeks, these are the words I would use to complete the portrait:

Matatus (or buses) that drive way too fast, on sidewalks and (almost sometimes) over people, coffee so good that it gives Germany a run for their money, children with beautiful faces in sad living conditions that smile more than people I know in good living conditions, friendliness beyond compare, battles with mosquitos that I always lost, going to the city center and actually thinking that I would be able to find my way around, people selling food, drinks, and anything you can really think of on the side of the road (and knocking on the window of your car when you try to avoid looking at them), three hour traffic jams when it should only be a fifteen minute drive, a very large faith in God with Bible scriptures posted everywhere, Ugali (staple food, made of flour and water) that sticks to your stomach like super glue, washing laundry by hand and dishes in the bathroom sink, ruining my new shoes from Paris while walking home in the mud after a monsoon, long dresses and covered shoulders in 100 degree weather, incredibly beautiful dresses from Ghana of every striking color, weddings with thousands of people and somehow still plenty of food, searching far and wide for normal foods like pizza and ice cream because I could not recognize anything else, Manji Digestive bisquits, DUST EVERYWHERE, wearing my Rafiki tank top during an African Safari, Spanish soap operas translated into English, an incredible national pride in Kenya, a rhythm so good with dancing that makes us all look bad, Shang (equivalent to Bayrisch or the Southern Accent), constantly being asked how many words in Swahili I remember (which were none), freaking out with joy after realizing half of the words from Disney’s “The Lion King” are actually Swahili, AFRICAN SAFARI in Maasai Mara, seeing a crocodile eat a dead hippo, almost being attacked by a monkey, calling home for only two cents per minute, no Wi-fi anywhere, getting up at 5 am and going to sleep at 9 pm, thinking I was going to blow up every time I lit the gas stove, consistently random power outages, driving all over Kenya and seeing the country side, mud houses, the best mangos in the world, genuinely real deep-hearted conversations (due to no distractions), and even partaking with the kids in begging the adults to finish one more episode of Spongebob Sqaurepants (oh, the things you miss when you are far from home).

The five weeks I spent there passed alarmingly quickly, and the above list will never be able to fully describe the incredible time that I had in Kenya. Living there genuinely helped me grow as a person with every new experience, good or bad, allowing me to see life differently than I had seen it before. I was able to learn about a culture that I had only ever seen on television or read about in books. I gained my own perspective, instead of simply accepting the perspectives of others. Not only did I gain that outlook, but I also took part in their lifestyle, which is a lifestyle that some of them will never know anything outside of. I built relationships with lovely and genuine people, which included everything from chatting with strangers in Mutatus, worshiping with friends at church, and sitting in the dirt in slums with kids while singing songs and playing games. I lived in a way that pushed me out of my comfort zone numerous times during the day. I lived in a way that exhausted me to the point of going to bed every night earlier than I did as a child.

Overall, I would say Kenya taught me that there is no right way or wrong way to live life, one way is not better than the other, and that a person’s living situations and environment do not determine their value or worth. In Kenya I think it shows their strength in their ability to endure unbearable heat and harsh living conditions. Despite the odds, they find joy in the little things, and find joy in life itself. Kenya taught me to value the time I have in life, whether long or short, whether at home or far away, because there is always some time left to do good where ever one is in this world."

Mittwoch, 13. Juni 2012

The Final Countdown

So, it’s been quite a while since I’ve last updated. I think the last time was not long after I got back from Nairobi, Kenya. That’s really weird to think about considering now we’re already halfway through June. I’ll do my best to get caught up from the last three months.

Since Kenya transitioning back to Munich has been really, really strange. It’s a weird feeling because I kept thinking after Kenya I would be flying home, all the while knowing at the back of my mind I still had a full semester left to complete. Realizing that was really unfortunate because living in Munich is fun, and exciting, when there’s a lot of time to travel and hang out without the worries of school. School is just something that’s super stressful and the thought of having to start first semester of my last year in college only two weeks after coming home is rather daunting.
And this semester school has continued to be challenging, but in different ways from what I’m used to in the United States. Normally I would have mounds of studying, homework, online assignments, lab reports, etc, but that's not how they do grades here.  It's normally one or two grades during the semester that make up your entire grade for the class.

I’m taking two classes at the University of Munich, one in English, and three at JYM (my program). At LMU I’m taking a Walt Whitman course, which I love, and we’re reading through “Leaves of Grass”. I’m also taking an introduction to film analysis in German, but the teacher is actually American (with phenomenal German), so that’s kind of awkward but encouraging. He’s a German-learning inspiration haha. At JYM I’m taking my second German Grammar course, second semester of independent research about childhood obesity and comparing American and German societies and cultures, and an overseas internship. The internship was actually something I recently just started. At first I was taking Spanish 1 at the University (which is miserable to learn when it’s taught in German), but then about a month ago (after I’d applied to a few clinics in Munich) a lady from Klinikum Schwabing called and asked if I’d want to do an internship with them for a month. I definitely said yes and dropped my Spanish class.
I started working at the clinic on June 1st and I will finish on June 30th. The shifts are longish (about 8 hours) and it’s in German..but it’s okay because I like the work and the opportunity to see a German working environment. The routine is always the same, which I find nice with the language. Too many changes and things happening at one time is hard for me in English, and if it were in German I’m pretty sure my brain would start fighting back eventually. Studying medicine here is something I’ve been thinking about a lot lately. However, if I don’t want to actually practice here it may be a little pointless to go through the schooling. Although the “tuition” is literally almost no money. Those  will be some fun decisions to make in the near future.

I like the clinical setting a lot, and enjoy the environment, and the method of medicine used. However, I’m not sure if it would ever be something I could truly excel at due to the language. I don’t understand German sense of humors, and I can’t be myself with German-speaking kids like I can with English-speaking kids, obviously. And that’s hard for me because I go from someone who loves spending time around children to feeling super stressed on how to properly communicate with them. It would become more about communication and knowing what’s going on than building relationships.
Can you tell I’m completely torn between two completely different worlds? It’s so frustrating. But just even having the opportunity to decide is something I’m grateful for.

The month of April went by very quickly, and was used up getting transitioned back into Munich and German. They had their spring version of Oktoberfest during that month, which is called Frühlingsfest, or Spring Festival. We went a few times, and one time as a big group from my program, which was really fun. I actually finally bought a dirndl and was able to put it to good use. I have no idea if I’ll ever have the opportunity to wear it in the States (outside of Halloween), but hey, a dirndl is a dirndl. And they’re super awesome.
May was a very exciting time because there were lots of visitors from the States. The first was a friend from Clemson named Victor, whose doing a study abroad program for a month in Trier, Germany. He came to Munich a week early to hang out and see everything. Markus and I picked Victor up from the airport and showed him the city on the first day. I was amazed at his determination to see everything on the first day, despite the jetlag.  Even that night in Studentenstadt (where I live) he came around 10 o’clock that night and grilled with us. The week was fun with him because I was able to be a tourist with him and go see lots of places. We took him to BMW World, Olympia Center, Monday night rollerblading through Munich, Hofbräuhaus (the most famous brewery/restaurant in Munich), hiking in the Alps, and many other fun adventures. I still had school so he did a lot of things on his own too. He’ll be back again sometime in the next few weeks before heading back to the States.

Jarrod and Stacey also visited during the same time that Victor was here. I was so excited to see them, even if it was for a day. I was supposed to meet them the first night for dinner, but that had absolutely not worked out. They didn’t have a cell phone or internet outside of their inn, which created many problems. Jarrod just messaged me to meet them at a beer garden at 6:30 pm. Two problems with that: I had babysitting until 6:45 pm, still had to take the transportation to where they were staying, and I had absolutely no idea which Biergarten he meant because there are a ton in Munich. We later found out he meant the Hirschgarten one, which he thought was the only one that existed at the time (haha Jarrod).
The next day they picked me and Victor up from my program’s building and we drove out to Dachau Concentration Camp together. It’s the concentration camp that has the “Arbeit macht frei” (work will set you free) on the entrance gate. Honestly, I probably could have walked there and assumed it was only a few old buildings if I hadn’t seen the information center and the Arbeit macht Frei gate.
It’s crazy because the place is definitely dated, but it’s beautiful around the camp. I think the most intense part for me was when we were walking back from the crematory and found a small hedged path that led to the back of the woods. There were memorials and graves of the countless bodies that had been buried there. On various headstones or monument stones it stated in Jewish, German, and English “Don’t forget”. Even as they were telling everyone these stories of what happened to people in various places throughout the camp it’s still hard to fathom that anything could have happened in a place that appears so unthreatening and even normal. I guess I’m not sure what I thought a concentration camp was supposed to look like.

The next group that visited Munich was two of my childhood friends, Tyler and Lauren. Tyler just finished studying abroad in Paris, France (he’s also the one I visited), and his family and younger sister came to travel with him during the few weeks after he’d finished up with school. I met with them on their arrival day after a long test at my program, and we went to the Englischer Garten and met with some friends for one of their birthdays. It was so nice because the tables were set up right by the river and everything David made was so good. Frischkäse and Bretzen is seriously the best combination in the world. We ate a ridiculous amount of food and then went to bed early because of how tired we all were.

During the next few days I showed them the city center as well, we went to Olympia Center to have a picnic and watch a really random (but free!) concert, Schloss Nymphenberg, Hirschgarten (where we ate a ton of Bavarian food), Hofbräuhaus, Rischart, shopping on Kaufingerstraβe, Viktualienmarkt Biergarten, BUBBLE TEA FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER AND IT WAS AWESOME!, and a bunch of other things. It was really fun being able to hang out with them, and I was kind of jealous they’re already heading back home and finished with their second semesters. This semester and the workload are seriously dragging. I just want the work to go away. L
During the second weekend in June I was able to take off from my internship and travel to Zurich/Aarau, Switzerland to visit the lovely Simone for her 19th birthday. She invited a lot of her friends from all over and we all crashed at her house in Aarau for the weekend. It was seriously a lot of fun, and her parents are adorable, and so nice. Hearing Swiss German gives me have a deer-in-the-headlights look, but I loved trying to understand what they were saying. To my ears, personally, it sounds harsher than regular Hochdeutsch (what’s taught in the schools, and internationally), but I’m also a lot more used to hearing Hochdeutsch than anything else. Even now German sounds a lot softer than it did when I first got here.
Anyway, we spent a lot of time hanging out, playing games, and watched one movie every night. One thing I’ve noticed too about people that I’ve met here too is that a lot of quality time is spent together. They don’t watch movies as much, or go out to eat. If they do go out to eat, they sit and talk for a while, and just relax. Their pace with everything is always so relaxed and calm. Even the average working person living here works around 32 hours per week, and still makes an excellent salary. That’s not the point of going to Simone’s, but it’s my current stream of consciousness. Also on the way back from Aarau we passed the Rhein River, which is something I learned about in high school, which made me extremely happy. I took lots of pictures. I know this isn’t the most exciting blog I’ve ever written, but I’ll try to write more in the next one, after I’ve finished up my internship and have extra time to think through what I really want to say.
Until then, thanks for reading! About one month and fifteen days until I come home. J

 Love, Jessica